There’s something deeper to him that you can’t put your finger on. He’s not the person he pretends to be, there’s more substance to him that he doesn’t show. He’ll let people believe what he wants them to. Good or bad, he doesn’t feel the need to correct them. But he’s got some basic hard core principles that he sticks by — and makes everyone aware of.

He will confuse you, intrigue you, frustrate you to the point where you start to ask yourself why it all bothers so much. You want to understand whole-heartedly but you can’t. He won’t let you in either. He knows you know. And without even saying as much, he’ll turn you into an outsider. So near, yet so far. You laugh, you talk. You smile, you joke. But it’s all meaningless behind the facade. The facade you desperately hold onto. You don’t want to let him in either. You know he knows.

And so it continues. A persona of an individual you can never figure, fading right infront of you. The guy next door? a love interest? your bestfriend or buddy? and if it’s really really bad.. even a stranger.

Sometimes, there are some things that you just can not fathom, no matter how hard you try.

*Sigh* I just finished putting up a new premade design on AExA. That one took AGES to complete. The first time I worked on it, I took 2 days to get a result that wasn’t even satisfactory, so I stashed it. And yesterday I decided to have another go at it, and sadly to say … It looks no where like the original, except for the image alignment. But, the colors are pleasing to my eyes so yeah, I guess that counts.

Remember how I said my sis came back from the Bahamas? Well it’s my turn to go there, something concerning the Bahamian Citizenship. I think I’ll be gone for a month or so, maybe longer. Dad doesn’t exactly approve of my webdesigning, he’s always stressing on devoting time to studies ( which parent isn’t, hmm?) So anyway, that puts damper to my designing then.. I doubt it if his computer can even handle PS -.-

I need to plant trees. No wait, I need to plant seeds. Yes, that’s it. It’s been pending for ages. I love gardening, but sometimes I get so lazy. Mom’s been at me for planting them ever since my dad sent them a long time ago. I haven’t done it yet. And yes, my dad sends us seeds to plant from overseas. It’s a funny world I tell ya. Oh well, I’m off to live some green house adventures. See ya =)

one of the many random voice conversations

Aelyn: hehehehe
Thuy: are you ok?
Aelyn: haha! I dunno
Thuy: you’re so weird.
Aleyn: yes I am *another burst of giggles*.
Thuy: you dork, haha now look you’ve got me all hyper.
Aelyn: I have Barney ^_^
Thuy: If Barney’s not fat then I dunno what is.
Aelyn: hehehe. I swear it’s not fat, it’s belly is just green.
Thuy: o.o
Thuy: Alright, you’re scaring me now.

EDIT: Plugs to Extasy, Elena’s got an awesome new layout up.