Shitty month
Category: Emotions, Ramblings
Just when you think it couldn’t get worse, it does. I can even list out the things that have gone bad, but I refuse to show more angst than I normally do, least someone thinks I’m emo.
… That was just an excuse, by the way. I’d rather not share, because then I’d have to attempt to be cryptic because I’m just that kind of person. They say ignorance is bliss, right? Well it’s only after you perfect it. The in-betweens are almost tortuous.
The visit, isn’t going as bad as I thought it would. There could be better days but that’s just life. As for what I was/am doing wrong, I haven’t been very successful considering how I gave in twice since the post was made. In retrospect, it’s probably not all that bad; old habits are hard to break and I think these things take time to get used to, to let go. Especially if it’s a very old habit.
The kittens have been growing up, obviously. They’re a little over a month old, can you believe it? I have tons of photos I want to share. Thankfully, Flickr Uploadr makes it easier to do so. Their eyes are changing color now, from blue to maybe orange, I think. I was hoping green, but… who knows. At the moment, it’s still at the transforming phase. Which looks beautiful.
What else? I don’t know, I guess this is just one of those fill-in posts.