Sadist? Surely you jest.
Category: Philosophy, Ramblings
My sister pushed me off the bed.
I hurt my knee.
I cried.
It felt good.
Empires X: Aphrodisia X Reborn. Visit now if you haven’t already.
I need anti-anxiety medication..
Category: Ramblings, Studies
I extended my exam for a reason. Seriously I did. But I’m no better off than I was then. Any of you who plan to extend their exam to a later date or postpone it, don’t even try to. I repeat, DO NOT. It’s not going to do you any good.
June, July, August - I spent taking the review course at the study center. I was supposed to take the exam on Aug 26th but chickened out. I couldn’t review everything in 2 weeks. So I extended. September came and disappeared. In that period of time, I fell sick for a week and took time to recuperate. Did I study? Not really, I just did those questions online. I guess I did learn something but eh. Now its October, my exam is exactly a month away (Nov. 7th) and how am I on the “are you ready now?” status-o-meter? Like 0.
So I decided, I can’t run away from it anymore. If I give 2 and for some subjects 3 days, I can finish reviewing (hopefully once and then twice) with 10 days to spare. That’d be on the 25th/26th. In those 10 days I’ll review my weak points and drown myself in practice questions.. Relax a bit on the 6th and take the exam on the 7th.
I know that’s cutting it extremely close. EID comes inbtwn those days. I’d reschedule if I could (its different than extending the exam period) but it costs almost 200$!!!!! No way will I be willing to pay that amount, and I’d have to ask my dad.. he’d ask why I wasn’t studying the past month. Plus, it’s time I faced it. So wish me luck everyone.
This helps clear my mind a little. I just hope I’m not fooling myself into believing I can do this. Otherwise I’m screwed.
A tidbit of sorts
Category: Boredom, Conversations, Ramblings
I have the cold. My nose won’t stop running. It might be the dust. Yes, that it might. I remember it being extremely sensitive to dust. Stupid nose. Stupid dust. Or maybe it’s cold water (I’ve slept without drying my hair 2 days straight). Or it might be perfume.. had to attend an iftar party. Oh, did I tell you? We came back around 1 Am. Yep, I’m so tired.. it’s like 5 Am now. I decided to stay awake for saher (that’s when we wake up to eat before sunrise and Fajr prayer.. before the fasting begins), to wake everyone up to eat. See? I’m nice. Sometimes.
I had a reason to blog.. but now I’m just too lazy to type it all out. So infer what you can from these little tidbits –
sei says: imagine surviving an event where you’re supposed to die
sei just sent you a Nudge!
<[[ælyи]]> says: how would u know you were supposed to die, what if you were supposed to survive?
sei says: imagine you predicted your death
sei says: and you prevented it from happening
sei says: only to later have death try and catch youατңєηα says: I tried vectoring a llama once
ατңєηα says: It looked like a mutant chicken fused with a giraffeAiko: it made me cry dude
<[[ælyи]]>: most stories and movies make me cry
Aiko: i feel so stupid
Aiko: haha
<[[ælyи]]>: i cry easily
<[[ælyи]]>: even for disney cartoons
<[[ælyи]]>: Tarzan? I’ve watched that cartoon a gazillion times, but i still cry
Attack of the chicken guniya
Category: Ramblings, Walk of life
I didn’t know why, I just finished sleeping a good length of time, why in the world would I have a headache when I got up? I decided to ignore it.. until it spread to the back of my neck. Soon, my muscles started aching and moving my joints made me feel like I was 80. My face started burning up, my cheeks, my ears, my poor eyes felt like they were on fire.
I was attacked. By the deadly Chickoon Guniya. *insert sarcasm*
Otherwise called the viral fever. *sigh* I feel much better now than I did this morning. It was terrible, and I couldn’t lie down either because everything felt like it was crashing on me and plus I have these questions to complete before Sept 8th! AHHHhhh. Everyone in my family has it and I got it today. But at least I’m well enough to complete these questions. I wouldn’t want it all to go to waste. o.o
On a brighter note, Elena has her new domain up and running. The girl always amazes me with what she comes up with. And her work in Flash is crazy. Check it out: Esaudrae.