Let me ramble…
Category: Ramblings
What happens if I don’t know I’m wrong and I continue to do things that I think are right - but are wrong? It’s a sad disposition, and it doesn’t make much sense when you think about it. But if you think a little harder, maybe, just maybe you might get a gist of what it is that I’m trying to say. Or maybe I just like typing out long sentences. You don’t know, and me? Yes, it does give me something to do; anything to divert away from the actual matter at hand. Hence, the typing. But why should I insist on something if I’m not going to type it out for you to read, or me to read. Most likely, you’ll be just skimming through parts of this to see if it actually means anything at all or if it’s even worth the trouble reading. My mind is too tired to break it up in paragraphs and type in a way that would attract interest; it just begs to ramble free. Picture a horse galloping at full speed across the plains of an unforgiving desert and now picture it morphing into a fiery bird as it leaps of a cliff. It’s not the horse or the bird, but that power that enables it to allow change without reason or want. To simply be a causation. The mind is really a wonderful thing. You could think so many things at the same time, you can be everywhere and anywhere you’ve ever dreamed of without so much as moving from your chair. I realize that I’ve been rambling but I have no intention of backspacing. I’ll recollect my thoughts and focus back onto what I was talking about before I started rambling different ideas like it was the next most obvious thing to do. And there I go again, the tiredness allowing me to make excuses for not doing what I was supposed to do and possibly repeating things I’ve said many times before. And it’s that same tiredness that I’ll point my finger at and say, “I blame you.” That being said, dear friends, I apologize for not making much sense as I realize that I must end this sometime and it would do me well if I did now.
Marking one off
Category: Obsessions, Ramblings
Among the list of things I had wanted to complete when I had the free time I’ve only pursued a few. I remember the anticipation and excitement when time was scarce and my exam was near for the things that I would be able to do once I had taken it. It sure is a strange affliction we have to want to do things when we don’t have the time that make it seem more appealing than it does in reality.
And strangely enough, the days are slipping away way too quickly for my liking. I’m finding it harder to stay updated with the web world, much less anything else.
I’m glad that I finished marathoning (as Tammy would say) Hana Kimi. I find the Japanese version far much more enjoyable than the Taiwanese - although I’m partial to both for different reasons. I liked the J-drama’s diversion from the actual manga immensely and loved it’s ending far more than the other. The comedy definitely appeals.
And I finally got around to reading Harry Potter months after it’s purchase. Having been nearly spoiled a few times, I wasn’t so keen to start but when I did, I hated having to put it down. It was an interesting unraveling throughout, although I wasn’t so pleased with the way it was ended - especially the last chapter and mostly because of the names. It’s still hard to believe that it’s the end.
There are the movies… but I’ve never been fond of them from the start. J.K. Rowling really did amazing job with the books but the movies don’t really cut it. The only one I’ve ever appreciated was the third - and that too, for it’s graphics.
And that’s one book less to read on my list of things to complete before my schedule makes it impossible again.
Some days I wish I were taller.
Category: Ramblings
I was defeated at a basketball game by a 13 year old and his 9 and 11 year old accomplices. We played it with only one rule: if it gets out the line, it’s an out (not my invention, the 9 yr olds’). My midget height of 5′2″ didn’t help either. Although, there weren’t any serious injuries, my sister - who was on my “team”, did have a terrible slide chasing after the ball. Those kids aren’t all angelic faces, they sure do think of some nasty ways to steal the ball.
The game didn’t technically finish because we were lured away by ice creams.
And now, my feet hurt.
Emo moments
Category: Conversations, Ramblings
<[[ælyи]]> says: I went to get my tea… and I have to take it off the stove.. we have those bunsen burner like stoves that poof off a flame to cook things? I found myself wishing it blew up.
Shalini says: eeks
Shalini says: u stay away from the stove
<[[ælyи]]> says: I’m addicted to cutting myself, intentionally or not.
<[[ælyи]]> says: like today, I made banana muffins
<[[ælyи]]> says: and I needed vanilla essence, so I screw off the lid, only I didn’t open the essence bottle correctly and ended up bleeding at 3 different places because the cap was made out of metal and it was supposed to snap free, it did at the wrong place and slit my skin instead
Shalini says: yikes
Shalini says: how about just staying out of the kitchen
<[[ælyи]]> says: I wasn’t in the kitchen!
<[[ælyи]]> says: I was in the dinning room
Shalini says: u need a plastic//rubber house
Shalini says: somehow I think u’ll still manage to do something
<[[ælyи]]> says: Its inevitable.
I blame it on the stress.
On a side note, you gotta love Tammy when she comes up with this and this, bringing some humor back in life.
