Wow, I dunno what to do. I need to get this. I have this big.. big.. like HUMUNGOUSLY BIG exam almost a month from now. It’s like one of those exams you have to take that determines what you do with your life.

If you don’t make it, you might as well wish your life/career goodbye. If you do make it, and you don’t make it good enough (aka if you just barely made it through), you still don’t have that much of a chance since you’re just a pass-ee (is that even a word?). BUT, if you do make it and you make it good, then it’s just most wonderful thing in the world.

I’m taking a review course for the exam, I have 7 subjects to complete.. I’m on my 5th one right now. I’m going at such a fast pace, people at the study center are beginning to doubt by sanity. I have less than a month and I STILL HAVE 2 MORE SUBJECTS TO TAKE and OMG I still have to review EVERY SINGLE THING I’ve learnt since the past 8 or so weeeksssssss

Holy shit, I’m gonna fail.

I don’t think I can make it. And I CAN’T do anything about it now. My exam date’s been confirmed, my tickets booked (I ran outta available dates in my city.. I actually have to write it somewhere else!!!) and everything! I don’t know how I’m gonna do this. People here take 6 months to study for it. Here, as in India. But in the US, they get only 6 weeks to prepare. But they’re fresh off w/the subject. I have no idea what I’m gonna do. What did I put myself into!!!